Showing posts with label Dance. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dance. Show all posts

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Awe and Fulfillment



Although I've never even thought to buy the magazine before, I was required to purchase the December issue of O Magazine for an academic class and was pleasantly surprised by the content. One article in particular caught my attention titled  "The Key to Fulfillment". A pulled quote from the piece pretty much sums it up:

Somewhere at the intersection of joy, fear, mystery, and insight lies awe, that ineffable response to the amazing world around us. Only recently have scientists taken a look at the sensation—and why it may be key to a more fulfilling life. 


When discussing it in class my professor commented “You couldn’t pay me to read this,” implying that the Oprah “cheese factor,” understandably so, was sure to be sky high in this article. However, I did read it and maybe it’s my sappiness, even though I’ll choose to call it artsy-ness ;), and I liked it. I could completely relate to those moments of “awe” when you feel “overwhelmed, surprised, humbled, and even a little terrified all at the same time. As a dancer I can compare this feeling to not only feeling small when gazing at the cosmos like research scientist Heidi Hammel featured in the article but also feeling larger than life when performing on stage. Dance continues to provide my sense of wonder and attachment to the “bigger picture” of life.  I feel incredibly blessed to be hyper aware of my body and as a result be able to more fully realize this “utter fulfillment” or “awe” again and again.

 

Sunday, September 19, 2010

I'm Pregnant

Yes, the title is true (sorry Mom and Dad) I'm pregnant. It's weird though because I don't have morning sickness or headaches, I’m not showing, and it’s been wayyy over 9 months…144 to be exact. Don’t worry I know this isn’t typical, normal, or medically possible but it’s true…somewhat. See it’s not your average pregnancy where young girl gets knocked up by some boy in the back of a pickup truck and nine months later little Johnny is here. Instead I’m talking about an artistry baby that’s been growing bit by bit inside of me ever since I was 9 years old and performed in my first dance recital to “How Come You Do Me Like You Do?” (This is the song...get into it!)Itchy crushed velvet and all I knew I was home up there and have been chasing my dream to become a dancer ever since. 

I didn’t realize I had been carrying around this artistry baby until much later, last summer to be in fact. I was doing a program at LINES Ballet in San Francisco, taking class with the always inspiring Alonzo King when he asked us a simple question. “If you had a young child or baby, what would you want to teach it? How would you help it grow?” 


We went around the room saying things as obvious as feeding it to the more discerning actions like teaching it patience and acceptance. When we finished giving answers he told us that we in fact had our own child/baby within us right at that moment. It was our artistry baby and we must take care of it and nurture it just like we would a real baby in order for it to grow and develop into something beautiful. 


Wait what??


I knoww it sounds weird but think about it.


No, REALLY think about it.


It makes sense right?